I hear you bro…
I’ve used precisely this deck in this build here:
Kicktail 38'' | SS Mini gear drive | 10S3P P42A | 2 x Maytech 6374 - #12 by pmg
Take a look at the awesome decks posted here:
Legendary downhill decks
Currently the best possibility is probably the Zenit Marble along with a @BigBen enclosure:
Zenit Marble 38 V2 deck - Group Buy (#3 => no shipping costs)
BBenclosures new and old stuff....(serious)